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We sat on a sofa the colour of dark cherries, deeper than burgundy.
Next to no blossom left on the trees outside.
I watched the flowers on the peach tree fall; how slowly they blossomed, how quickly they died.
A fall from the grace - they uttered no cry but went gently, quietly, like the lifting of clouds, a sight made of sighs.
Inside the house my brother sits at his laptop; 18 years old and still a little boy playing at being Cuchulain.
Battle sounds from his laptop.
War is such a human thing.
You shouldn't have to see so much death in life.
Platitudes rain.
I say nothing
and outside the world is dying, dying, dead
and here, now, presently, my mother's skin stretches under my fingertips
and a palamino balloon bobs on the carpet,
  and we sit in a room with dappled walls
   on a sofa the colour of dark cherries.
The distant country of home.
The half-forgotten star of memory.
The softly falling blackness that is the night.
I am tired.
I have been to the end of the world and back and now I know the last hope of all the lost children and why some people smile with sad eyes and why crushed flowers have no names.
And I have seen the blossom fall.
It is a sight made of sighs
and in it walks a girl in a long, black coat, tired, like a memory.


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CelestialRayna Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012
Thank you very much for the :+fav:s on my Detective Conan pictures! :D
Rf-1 Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012
You're welcome! I love the show and the pictures were amazing.
Sketchbookuniverse Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2012  Professional General Artist
How about this?
deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing
Sketchbookuniverse Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Professional General Artist
Hey thanks for joining my watch! I don't know if you read my page but I draw sketches for new watchers what would you like, it can be anything!??

Stay strong!
Rf-1 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012
That's really quite cool. I'll think of something.
MapleAndAnimeCrazy Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know what you think off me, and I don't think I could word what I want to say in real life, so can you read this journal? It says everything that I need to say.

MapleAndAnimeCrazy Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, are you alright? I'm not trying to pry or intrude, I just, well, was concerned. Don't slam me for being soppy or something >.<.

Are you okay though? You know you can tell me anything on here, I won't saying anything about it in real life. Or to anyone.
Rf-1 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2012
I'm fine. I think. Perhaps i'm lying to myself as well. Thanks for asking. And... I can't.
MapleAndAnimeCrazy Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Alright. And It's okay. Just know that I am here if you do want to talk.
Rf-1 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2012
I'll bear that in mind. Thank you. I can't even fight for myself anymore. I'm lost. It's a long way home...
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